The last barrel race of July at Grizzle Ridge Arena was the kind of event that tests more than just your gear—it tests your endurance, your mental focus, and your willingness to keep going when your body begs you to quit. It was hot—maybe the second hottest show I’ve shot all summer—but it felt like the worst. The kind of heat that doesn’t just burn, it suffocates. Heavy and unmoving, like a weight pressing down on your lungs. The kind that smothers your soul and makes every step feel like a chore.
Inside that arena? It felt well past 100 degrees. There was no breeze, no relief, just radiating waves of heat bouncing off the sand and tin walls. A slow-cooking oven filled with sweat, determination, and the sound of hooves pounding through barrel patterns.
I was there to shoot over 50 runs—horse after horse chasing the clock for added money—and I knew early on it wasn’t going to be easy. Even as I stayed hydrated, the warning signs crept in. I was sweating faster than I could drink, and somewhere past the halfway mark, my body started to wave the red flag. Nausea. Stomach cramps. My head started to throb, and I was running on autopilot, willing myself to stay upright and finish strong. I knew the signs: I was teetering at the edge of heat exhaustion.
But here's the thing—I wasn’t the only one pushing through. Riders, horses, helpers… we were all in it together. And that collective grit? That’s what kept me going.
Somehow, in the haze of heat and the blur of barrel dust, I still caught magic. I snagged action frames that froze those explosive moments—horses turning hard, dirt flying, riders locked in with fierce concentration. But my favorite shot of the day wasn’t from the arena. It was a quiet candid I caught near the end, when I stumbled across a rider and her horse tucked into the shade of the barn across the way. They weren’t posing—they were just breathing, both of them seeking refuge from the sun in a moment of stillness. That image says everything about that day: the struggle, the resilience, the connection.
By the end, I was wiped. Past tired. Past dehydrated. But I left with a full memory card and the kind of gritty satisfaction that only comes from pushing through something real.